Each Breath is a New Beginning

I've had a difficult few days since the last time I posted. It has been a lot of ups and downs and they have been rather extreme.  I've had some great moments at rehearsal and with friends, some crazy parties, some fun movies, finally going to improv, but I've also found myself slipping back into my eating disorder mindset.  I think I need to go back to eating raw.  It is too easy for me to slip into old habits when I am stressed and if I don't have my health to support me in these next few weeks I'm not sure if I'm going to make it through.

I love my life. I have an amazing life, I just need to put myself first, physically, emotionally, spiritually and I need to listen to the advice I've been giving my friends. I'm not going to sell myself short. I'm going to cut myself a break (each breath IS a new beginning), I'm going to get my wings ready, I'm going to breathe, and live, and love.

I'm going to be love.

Namaste'